St. Nicolai Notes

Lenten Prayer - Day 37 - Seventh Wednesday (March 31, 2021)
Gospel Reading: John 13:21-38

     Jesus, we understand how the announcement that there was a betrayer in their midst would have shocked the disciples who were sharing an intimate and meaningful meal with You. It would have stunned us too! Like them, we would have wondered what You meant. We would have asked, "Who?" We would have been hurt and disappointed when You identified Judas by handing him a piece of bread. We may have thought, "How could he do such a thing? I never would!"

     Knowing more of the story, more of the history of the church, and knowing ourselves, we probably would not conclude that only one person was meant by your remark. Although we are sometimes smug, in our self-righteousness, we are often aware of the many failures, betrayals, and denials that have been part of our relationship with You.

     We frequently give You up for ideals that do not match your proclamation and incarnation of God's reign. We give You up for personal gain, self-protection, and sometimes because we are just too lazy to follow the narrow way that You invite us to walk with You.

     Jesus, enable us to identify with You, and stand with You, no matter how difficult the circumstances. You have laid down your life for us and given us new life by doing so. Enable us to lay down our lives for You. We are yours, now and always. Amen.